and I'm so sorry it's taken me so long. I hope you've all been OK in my absence.
I've been thinking alot lately, and I've been writing. I've been writing about thinking, and thinking about writing. Thoughts are wonderful things when they are put into place, and actions speak louder then words.
In all honesty this isn't the only way I express myself, I have a journel and I hope that one day I can look back at it and think "that's not me anymore, and I'm glad." It sort of contridicts to be glad with who you are but things aren't always perfect. Neither am I. I know things are going to work out, i've seen living proof of it.
I have this friend, see...
He was in a relly bad state from his birth up til about 13. Even before his birth he wasn't loved the way he should of been. He was used and abused until his friend helped and saved him. This was probably the biggest turning point of his life, he fell lucky in love and everything was OK for a few months. Then he fell into the wrong hands with another partner and things turned sour again and got involved this things that were above his head. Although it felt like his friend had saved him, he hadn't things were going wrong again. It was on the 19th of July 2007 everything changed for him. We had finished school and were going into year 10, they had finished GCSEs and one person in this world had changed his life. So now, he's 17 happily in love with somebody who's perfect for him and knows exactly what he wants from the future. And if his life story doesn't inspire you or comfort you in knowing that things will turn out for the better, then I don't know what does. Everytime he does something wrong in life and things take a nose dive he has his partner there to help him each step of the way, even today.
Things may look shitty, but it'll be ok
maybe you'll find somebody like my friend did
Infact, i'm sure you will
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